Fuck all the fucking excuses

Never been more sick of all the excuses people make for everything. Me most of all. I've sat on my ass for two weeks now, and flu or no, I have NO excuse to be letting myself turn into the lump of fat I was before I started exercising. It's BULLSHIT!!! So now it's time to put down the computer and go do the Fire 30 DVD of Turbofire.

Been a while...

Been so depressed here lately. And it's all because we don't get to go on our trip. Why couldn't Ellie have gotten off her ass and gotten a job? What is with us being surrounded by people who refuse to work? Thankfully that damned stepdaughter of mine is out of our hair for now. I hope she never comes back to live with us again.
I've been on vacation this whole week and had planned on doing so much exercise and making it down to the 30's. No dice. I pulled a muscle the FIRST day of vacation and have been sick since Thursday. What crap. Gotta go back to work tonight and hopefully I will get somewhere now. I plan on startin the Turbofire again tomorrow and trying like hell to follow through. I have never seen anything through all the way.

February 5

Sitting here this morning at 5:30 watchin the infomercial for Brazil Butt Lift and wishing I had it. I just might have to order it later. We were supposed to go skating today but with the snow I don't know if it will happen. I refuse to drive on this stuph.

Been tryin to...Ellie's calling. Later...